Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Some Poems of Mine

One of you had suggested I post a few of my own published pieces up here; and so I will.

Two are on the online version of Stone Canoe, a journal put out by Syracuse University (just scroll down and find my name (Tim McCoy)):
http://www.stonecanoejournal.org/SC5OnlineIndex.htm

Here are a few others, the first two not recent but published; the other three forthcoming and more recent (and you'll be happy to kn:ow that "Barn-Eyes" was started in a CRW 205 class, during a Muse exercise):


La Ville a l’Est

After the drawing by Alfred Kubin


They saw him coming. The clouds had come before
they awoke, heavy and black. They watched at the edge
of the village. Someone spoke. Someone thought
to ring the bell. They saw him bent heavily on his staff
coming closer, shuffling through the sand. They didn’t know
he’d tried to come back before, fleeing God
for a woman’s flesh. They didn’t know God
wanted more of him. For they hadn’t seen God
swell his face or make his lips drip pus. They hadn’t seen him
stumble, blind in the stinging sand, until he’d turned back
to God. They didn’t know of God’s teeth
that opened his flesh, or of God’s body that slithered in
to purify his blood. They didn’t know the ecstasy
of the grape as it surrenders to the crush
that makes it wine. They didn’t even know why
he’d come back, or why the clouds had come. But they felt something
in his coming, something for them, terrible and bright,
coming always closer, shuffling through the sand.


In the Blue Hour

No one felt the seed
erupt as they slid endlessly
through the ice of dreams. 

No extra warmth entered
blankets, no furnaces
disturbed into purr.

All the snakes remained
asleep, though one tongue
stirred behind a cold, silent tooth. 

Even the drunk in the grass slept
as the frost embroidered
his body, though he floats
now, his souse having broken
his deep ice. 

Only a worm felt the warm thorn
pierce its cold, a small
dissonance in a cold nocturne 

that drove into the chill
earth and started its turn
through a leaf-rib, or through
a socket where sight once flared. 

This almost nothing-force will up
imperceptibly, will down
into root, will stalk and leave
when all things from their cold

spring, when seeds
open violently
their limpid wings. 



Crow-Shift

This moment is open
the crow mouth open        frozen  
the breeze stopped at black
feathers     

This moment is arrested
by the asphalt-stench and
the maples having reddened       
and some branches like bones        scoured by ancient winds
red leaves lost

This twilight moment
beak open        bead-eye open        arrested coal-spark
letting us in       

We are in       
We flicker through our crow-eye
The breeze threads our wings        our beak shuts       
our wings stretched as if to alight on carrion
or blacken red maple branches

This moment is shut
The absence is us        gone to find crow

The rich death in the road beckons
To feed crow-wise is black satisfaction


Barn-Eyes

into the barn-eyes        into darkness blinding as sun       
where I cannot see the tools        the dirt        the wild scrub-grass
with ragged leaves, rough, that I’ve rubbed
inversely        sickly        past
their green wild
towards yellow dry as if sun-stained
to death—

into the barn-eyes        like owl’s eyes       
into blind vision        the inside of fire’s brief circumference
where I arrive
at the heart
where the hay-scent of otherness closes        where I serve
the green and yellow
like a horse leaping through the springdream in celebration
of ground


Towards Poiesis

Wildgrass expanse shaking in the breeze        browning in the sun-eye
Inside
whole antdoms in dirt palaces showing us what might be made,     
grasshoppers in their leaps iterating our needed leaps,       
Mnemosyne field mice collecting
and storing
what needs stored

Two cardinals cross over
into the crabapple.  Birdsong
saturates the day away from human        crossing me over
to other
inside the browned stalks and the farther green corn        superlative green
in a June that burns
like eyes in a Corybantine column     like the bluebells ringing through the lawn grass       
wild purple eyes
of Cybele in her season       
the moths in hot flutter        sun-glance maddening their wings. 

Inside     
I become cobra in the Illinois dirt, warm on my flexing belly
(beetles darting        grasshoppers leaping        field mice scurrying)      
foreign snake        not king, not garter, not moccasin,
I slip into the earth’s closed Corybantine eye       
slithering under
Cybele’s wildgrass expanse       
and under corn        into the prairie that storms roll dark
past the shades of what’s been lost        knocked down
past the latent seeds of spring that later will float towards nascence on a breeze,       
slithering down and

inside       
and home        to the cavern        surrounding rockface smooth, damp       
cottonmouths worrying the pooled water in the center
the hewn throne shaped like a cobra where I coil        standing        hood expanded
being who I am regardless
of loss        of shades—
crossed over
to the new spine        to the blind eyes that see by tongue.


Enjoy!




 

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